Tag Archives: life

Circles and cycles. 

The so called “5 stages of grief” are not straight forward for anyone as everyone is different and behave and act differently and have different stages some more, some less. For me I am back  where I was a few … Continue reading

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Crying

Bereavement counselling was hard yesterday… like all the times it has been difficult I have floated around the hard bits until about 10 mins before the session is due to finish and then discovered/admitted what was really going on…. this … Continue reading

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Positive

Theology Degree Residential was AMAZING! The support I received there was overwhelming. People prayed with me, cried with me, laughed with me, talked with me, ate chocolate with me, checked on me, everyone was so kind. And that’s only all … Continue reading

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Riding. 

Last day of conference today. While it has been extremely hard at times I am SO glad I came. Being with people has helped me immensely. I have truly been riding on people’s prayers and God’s grace. There’s NO WAY … Continue reading

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Canines

Woke up this morning, was ok, sorting my clothes out, cleaning my teeth, my little Yorkies were lying in the bed watching me so I lay down and cuddled them, brain switched to “Wonder what John would be doing now?” … Continue reading

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Frustration 

Have sat on the sofa for 2 hours trying to get myself to cry, just so I feel something and it feels real. Had about 5 tears, that’s been all. I want to cry, I want to release something and … Continue reading

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Job 16:6

” Yet if I speak, my pain is not relieved and if I refrain, it does not go away.” Job 16:6 Unbareable. I feel like every movement I make even the tiniest, is draining my soul of strength. The grief … Continue reading

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