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Ciao!

Tonight is the eve of what should be our 10th wedding anniversary. I write this from St Peters Square in Rome. Couldn’t face waking up tomorrow in the house knowing we should be celebrating so spontaneously treated myself to a … Continue reading

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Safe.

Therapy today stirred up so much in me, and maybe the whole week, being Mother’s day on Sunday has made me think about a lot of different things. Certainly, my therapist picked up on something bubbling away within me and … Continue reading

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Is this really happening?

Just signed the estate agents document for them to put the house on the market. Cried my eyes out. Sobbed through morning prayer and was glad I was alone doing it, that wasn’t nice for anyone to witness. Now feel … Continue reading

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Job 16:6

” Yet if I speak, my pain is not relieved and if I refrain, it does not go away.” Job 16:6 Unbareable. I feel like every movement I make even the tiniest, is draining my soul of strength. The grief … Continue reading

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The valley of the shadow…

My beautiful, wonderful, amazing, generous, kind, gentle, thoughtful, talented, encouraging husband went to be with the Lord a week today. The pain is unbelievable. “If only my anguish could be weighed and all my misery be placed on the scales! … Continue reading

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