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Tag Archives: grief
Space and time…
I can only speak for myself and where I am currently at but in situations where I struggle particularly where grief is involved, to feel safe, I need space. I was beginning to feel safe in church the past few … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Faith, grief, Life, loss
Tagged alone, Bereavement, church, Faith, grief, life, loneliness, lonely, loss, pain, Widow, widowed
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All over the gaff.
Haven’t written for quite a long time really. Not that I haven’t thought about it, or even mentally written for this blog, I have a few times, but I have either thought better of it or got distracted and forgotten them … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, counselling, Faith, grief, Life, loss, Uncategorized
Tagged Bereavement, grief, loss, Therapy
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Counselling
Do not write off having counselling as a ‘weak act’ or ‘how is talking going to help!’ it is one of the hardest but MOST beneficial things I have ever done. And really if I’m honest even though I’ve been … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, counselling, Faith, grief, Life, loss
Tagged Bereavement, church, counselling, Faith, feelings, God, grief, Jesus, life, loneliness, lonely, loss, pain, Perservering, Widow, widowed
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Subconscious
Back at the dentist. Never known physical pain like the past three days. Literally thought I was going to pass out at church yesterday. It is unbearable. Spoke to a retired dentist whose a friend of mine and worked specifically … Continue reading
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Tagged alone, Bereavement, Faith, grief, Hurt, loneliness, lonely, loss, pain, Widow, widowed
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Saturday nights
My t shirt is wet with the tears it has collected. It’s Saturday night. I can’t stand Saturday nights now, they are like glaring reminders of John’s absence. I loved Saturday nights with John, and he loved them too with … Continue reading
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Unknown
Haven’t written for a little bit. Have had posts in my mind, but out thought them, if you know what I mean. The anniversary was strange, the days leading up to it were very dark, the day itself I was … Continue reading
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Tagged Bereavement, Faith, grief, loss, pain, Widow
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Crushing
Terrible overwhelming grief this morning and its only 9.20am. I am trying to get to church as some of my dear friends are being prayed out as missionaries today and I want to support them but I’m worried I am unable … Continue reading
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Tagged Bereavement, grief, Hurt, loss, pain, Widow
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(Some of) The physical effects of grief
Last week I came down with a terrible toothache that went up through my eye socket, to the middle of the top of my head and all the way down my right side of my neck. Excruciating. I have not … Continue reading
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Tagged Bereavement, grief, loneliness, loss
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Little things, not so little… part 2
Friend came round to help sort out kitchen so new lodger could have space for her food and kitchen bits. This means sorting through the cupboards to put some stuff down the cellar as John had a LOT of utensils … Continue reading
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The temporary paralysis of grief
In just over three weeks it will be the first year anniversary of John going to be with The Lord, and I feel like I’ve circled back round to deep almost uncontrollable grief, which I did not see coming at … Continue reading
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A Little Bit of Life 