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Want I want.

Posted on June 22, 2018 by vickmcq

Today feels like a strange day. Had to go the Accountants to sort some stuff out and hopefully the end is now in sight but there’s still a few hiccups that need sorting out. Got up early and walked the … Continue reading →

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Embracing the fear. (Relatively long post)

Posted on May 8, 2018 by vickmcq

I’m going to begin this post with a quote from a 90’s girl band. “Water’s running in the wrong direction Got a feeling it’s a mixed up sign, I can see it in my own reflection Something funny’s going on … Continue reading →

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All over the gaff.

Posted on April 30, 2018 by vickmcq

Haven’t written for quite a long time really. Not that I haven’t thought about it, or even mentally written for this blog, I have a few times, but I have either thought better of it or got distracted and forgotten them … Continue reading →

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Unknown

Posted on February 10, 2018 by vickmcq

Haven’t written for a little bit. Have had posts in my mind, but out thought them, if you know what I mean. The anniversary was strange, the days leading up to it were very dark, the day itself I was … Continue reading →

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Crushing

Posted on January 28, 2018 by vickmcq

Terrible overwhelming grief this morning and its only 9.20am. I am trying to get to church as some of my dear friends are being prayed out as missionaries today and I want to support them but I’m worried I am unable … Continue reading →

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(Some of) The physical effects of grief

Posted on January 23, 2018 by vickmcq

Last week I came down with a terrible toothache that went up through my eye socket, to the middle of the top of my head and all the way down my right side of my neck. Excruciating. I have not … Continue reading →

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Bah Humbug

Posted on December 26, 2017 by vickmcq

Originally posted on hannahnarrates:
You would be forgiven for thinking this post was written by Mrs Ebeneezer Scrooge, after a few lines in. I have some very strong views about Christmas…. Warning! So as an alternative to the Queen’s speech…