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Category Archives: grief
Scared.
Lyrics from a song can be so powerful and this one spoke so much to me: “I walk through desert plains here in the open range. Feel like a renegade looking to runaway. Here in the wilderness I’m coming face … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Deconstruction, Faith, grief, Life, loss
Tagged alone, Bereavement, church, Faith, feelings, grief, life, loneliness, lonely, loss, pain, Widow, widowed
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Tidal Wave.
Yesterday was a day for reminiscing, I went back to the Cathedral I used to work in, and then I went to see my first Vicar and his wife who I adore and It was so good to catch up … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, grief, Life, loss
Tagged alone, Bereavement, Emotion, Faith, feelings, grief, life, loneliness, lonely, loss, pain, sister, Widow, widowed
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Kindness
It feels like forever since I wrote my last post but in reality it’s only been a week. It has been marked by kindness of the Lord. I have seen His kindness so evident and tangible. One of the things … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Faith, grief, Life, loss, Perseverance
Tagged Bereavement, church, Faith, God, grief, Jesus, life, Lord, loss, pain, widowed
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Lyrics
Weekend away was sooo good. Loved it, it was like bright warm sunshine breaking through the clouds of a foggy dark miserable day. Saw old friends which was really really lovely. Learnt about the beautiful Gospel and was taught how … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Faith, grief, Life, loss, Perseverance, Theology
Tagged alone, Bereavement, Faith, feelings, God, grief, Jesus, life, loneliness, lonely, Lord, loss, pain, Perservering, Widow, widowed
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Small wins.
After a weekend of an avalanche of grief, when in the valley of the shadow you have to take the “small” wins. My wins today are I am up, showered, dogs have been walked and fed and I’ve made and … Continue reading
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Tagged alone, Bereavement, church, Faith, feelings, grief, Hurt, life, loneliness, lonely, loss, pain, Widow, widowed
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Trying to keep going
Didn’t go work on Saturday. Just couldn’t. I had seen something in a shop the day before that had reminded me of John (still can’t bare to think of it to write what it was here…) and it knocked me … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, counselling, Faith, grief, Life, loss
Tagged alone, Bereavement, Faith, feelings, grief, life, loneliness, lonely, loss, pain, Widow, widowed
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Decisions, decisions… (or the importance of theology for me)
Since John passed away I haven’t really made many decisions. Partly this is a conscious decision (hmmm?) because my mind has been everywhere and I don’t want to make a rash or wrong decision. One decision I made fairly soon, … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Bible, Deconstruction, Faith, grief, Humility, Life, loss, Theology
Tagged Bereavement, Bible, Deconstruction, Faith, God, grief, Holy Spirit, life, loss, pain, Theology, Word Of God
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