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Category Archives: Deconstruction
Kindness
It wasn’t someone shouting at me that my beliefs were wrong that drew me to The Lord. It wasn’t someone screaming at me that I was ‘going to hell’ that drew me to The Lord. It wasn’t someone quoting Bible … Continue reading
Posted in Bible, counselling, Deconstruction, Faith, grief, Humility, Life, loss, Perseverance, Teaching, Theology, Uncategorized
Tagged Bible, Christianity, Evangelical, Kindness, Liberal
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Head Space. (Very Long post)
The last month or so has been full on. I have been in three different countries (if you count The Vatican as a separate country, which it does). I have worked the most since John passed away, I have had … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Bible, counselling, Deconstruction, Faith, grief, Humility, Life, loss, Perseverance, Theology, Uncategorized, Widow
Tagged Bereavement, grief, life, Theology, Widow
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My broken certitude.
One of the many things that happened when John died was my certitude about things was smashed to pieces which if you have read through my blog I talk about a fair bit. The most worn out phrase I use … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Deconstruction, Faith, grief, Life, loss, Perseverance, Theology
Tagged alone, Bereavement, Bible, church, Faith, feelings, God, grief, Jesus, life, loneliness, lonely, Lord, loss, pain, Widow, widowed
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Scared.
Lyrics from a song can be so powerful and this one spoke so much to me: “I walk through desert plains here in the open range. Feel like a renegade looking to runaway. Here in the wilderness I’m coming face … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Deconstruction, Faith, grief, Life, loss
Tagged alone, Bereavement, church, Faith, feelings, grief, life, loneliness, lonely, loss, pain, Widow, widowed
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Decisions, decisions… (or the importance of theology for me)
Since John passed away I haven’t really made many decisions. Partly this is a conscious decision (hmmm?) because my mind has been everywhere and I don’t want to make a rash or wrong decision. One decision I made fairly soon, … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Bible, Deconstruction, Faith, grief, Humility, Life, loss, Theology
Tagged Bereavement, Bible, Deconstruction, Faith, God, grief, Holy Spirit, life, loss, pain, Theology, Word Of God
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Embracing the fear. (Relatively long post)
I’m going to begin this post with a quote from a 90’s girl band. “Water’s running in the wrong direction Got a feeling it’s a mixed up sign, I can see it in my own reflection Something funny’s going on … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, counselling, Deconstruction, Faith, grief, Life, loss, Uncategorized
Tagged Bereavement, Deconstruction, Faith, grief, life
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