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Author Archives: vickmcq
This and that…
Gone back and forth whether it is wise to write my blog at this current moment… juries still out and I’m not waiting for them to come back in so… I recognise it is a highly turbulent week ahead with … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Faith, grief, Life, loss, Uncategorized
Tagged grief, life, loss, pain, Questions, Widow
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Head Space. (Very Long post)
The last month or so has been full on. I have been in three different countries (if you count The Vatican as a separate country, which it does). I have worked the most since John passed away, I have had … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Bible, counselling, Deconstruction, Faith, grief, Humility, Life, loss, Perseverance, Theology, Uncategorized, Widow
Tagged Bereavement, grief, life, Theology, Widow
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Profound Loneliness
Yesterday I spoke to someone about the loneliness I have felt, and I realised I can handle about 90 percent of it pretty well, it’s the 10 percent that is profound loneliness that I cannot. Nothing touches it. Nothing. No … Continue reading
Posted in Bereavement, Faith, grief, Life, loss, Perseverance
Tagged alone, Bereavement, Faith, feelings, grief, Hurt, Jesus, life, loneliness, lonely, Lord, loss, pain, Widow, widowed
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Ciao!
Tonight is the eve of what should be our 10th wedding anniversary. I write this from St Peters Square in Rome. Couldn’t face waking up tomorrow in the house knowing we should be celebrating so spontaneously treated myself to a … Continue reading
My Autobiography (of my life with God) by someone else.
I discovered a song by Nichole Nordeman a few weeks ago and it is almost as if she wrote the autobiography of my life with God with it. It’s such deep theology in it, it’s left me floored. Anyway here … Continue reading
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My suspicions were correct…
A couple or a few blog posts ago I mention how I feared that I hadn’t properly grieved my sister’s death. Turns out I was right. Today I got a text saying her cat isn’t well and only has a … Continue reading
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Same Place, different story.
Yesterday I went to a service at Manchester Cathedral. I knew it was around this time of year that I posted this blog post – https://vickmcq.com/2017/04/19/flawed/ in 2017, what I hadn’t realised was it was on exactly the same week! … Continue reading
