Sinking

Feeling very strange. Really low and getting lower by the hour and I’m trying my hardest to fight it and nothing’s happening. Feel like I’m in sinking sand, it’s actually quiet frightening. I really don’t like it. I’ve never been like this before. I haven’t slept well for about 4 nights which might not be helping things, so am gonna take mild sleeping aid tonight, because I think if I’m tired I’m worse emotionally anyway so I’m hoping I sleep and will feel better…. mind you the time is 23:56 now…. we’ll I guess we will find out. 

About vickmcq

A person trying to remember to blog!
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