Monthly Archives: April 2017

Raw

At church. Want to run away. So painful. It feels like the enemy is screaming at me. “See she’s not even worshipping You God” “I knew she would forsake You one day” etc etc. Coming to church is like opening … Continue reading

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Don’t forget

Wednesday today, means prayer at church tonight. I know I should go but I have such a hard time when I am there really considering how not to go, and yet at the same time I want to be in … Continue reading

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Round and round

My sister is running the Manchester Marathon tomorrow in memory of John. So proud of her. So grateful for her. Been a up and down day. It’s like I’ve gone in circles today. Sad cause Johns not here, remembering times … Continue reading

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Going Out

Went out to church this evening. I always forget how hard it is when I go out, especially when I go to church. Don’t get me wrong I want to go church and I absolutely love seeing my Christian family … Continue reading

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