My beautiful, wonderful, amazing, generous, kind, gentle, thoughtful, talented, encouraging husband went to be with the Lord a week today. The pain is unbelievable.

“If only my anguish could be weighed and all my misery be placed on the scales! It would surely outweigh the sand of the seas” Job 6:2-3

My church have been incredible. The support they are giving me is truly supernatural and they are honouring John so much by all they are doing. I thank the Lord so much for them.

I am well aware that I am on a very long journey, but I am also acutely aware of the mercy that God has had on me in this whole situation. He really had and has great great mercy on me.

I have no idea how I will feel from one moment to the next but I am praying that my faith will not falter.